jst got baack from the piano examination..
...to me it seems like one of the worse score ive got..

i got a C+

...and then i came out crying
then fell asleep in the car
then gotout
cried at hhome a lil..


....bro said..mayb i shouldve got B coz...i well..i was so stupid that i had to write and label some names of some keys on my scores when i first started practising to play the song

and it was my first piano examination...teacher didnt tell me i had to rub those letters out..

the judge asked me to turn to a page to where one of my songs were...and he asked why are those keys labeled and stuff
and i said i had them when i was practising
and he said: well they shouldnt be there
and i jst said okay

and ye...
tats bout it...but i managed to clap the rhythms rright
and sing the melody right....

jst reading..it was crap
playin my songs was alrite too

i cried and dissapointed whole day...jst coz i got a low mark..to me its a low mark..even tho i passed..

my friend who is 3 years or so younger than me got a B
and it was her first time too
...she said she didnt get the rhythm and melody right and that the judge was mean ands tuff...he wasnt mean..jst strict

dont get me wrong..im not comparing..i never compared myself to her..i know we are equal..

i dont think i deserved a C+...but i gues...my preparation for the exam was crap too..i shouldve rubbed out those stupid labels


ah well.....

...went to shops to buy ggrocery with dad and mum
and i bought some food to make myself feel better..6 lil dim sims...and one lil round thing with meat in it..
then got mum to buy a roll of mango cake...for the family to eat...but they thought i wanted to eat it so,.ye..


...lthis year really sucked..and i think i got more dissapointing news coming up really soon...

btw..for pdhpe exam, i got my results back..out of 80 i got 67

this year really sucked...the whoole year..seemed like ive been sad for most of the days of this year...this 365 days