I finally went DFO (direct factory outlet) to buy interview/work clothing but iwasnt happy..
at all.........

In fact i was sad throughout the whole trip, to and back and a bit now.

I was upset at my brother. He knew he promised that we will go this week, today to shop for my clothes. However, when he came home he told me we gotta rush, coz he gonna go out at 4 to go take photos with his friends. Right after lunch i showered and washed my hair and everything. I was about to get out to blow dry my hair when he was at the bathroom knockin on the door and went "hurry up! i gotta go at 4!!!"
=[ i was annoyed by then and went "okay okay okay!!!!!!!!!" >.<

then me with my hair all wet still and outside so cold, we went out. i didnt even get to wear wat i wanted to wear, i had to quickly changed into very casual clothes=[

but i wasnt upset at this ..likenot physically if u know wat i meant. I was actually pissed coz he knew we were going today, and he knew it takes like 30mins to get to DFO, and he had plans at 4. i told him lets go nxt time, and he said we cant go until like 3 weeks coz he got work.
i was like okay. nad he went nahlets go now and pushed the time to 5

like FAROUT u knew we were going to go shops today and u made plans at 4!? and i didnt even know until he got home, i thought we had plenty of time, so i didnt get ready until after lunch, he didnt even tell me when we were going.

do you guys get me?

in th e end we bought clothes, but i wasnt in the mood at all to do anything, i didnt want tothink wat i want, i jst wanted to go home.

I told mum, she didnt understand me and made it sound like my fault and tat i shouldve got ready early bla bla bla

why doesnt anyone understan d?

and my brother was like u still look upset, wassap? after he bought me stuff
he doesnt know why im upset, and even if i tellh im he will prolyl go oh is tat it?
coz h e is a BOOOYY freggin hell

it makes me so upset =[ and want to cry

i hate people like that.
We plan stuff, and then others make their own plans tat affects me and they dont tell me earlier.